ABOUT ME

HEALING THYSELF NATURALLY

ANGRY RED, PASSION BLUE, BUT MOSTLY SHADES OF GREEN GREG ALLMAN

This is and has been the hardest page for me to write. What does one write about ones self and where does one start? I have meditated long on this page and will simply allow Spirit to direct me to the words that will be most easily understood, as feelings can be so complex.

I was born a sensitive, non-conformer, who learned to conform. During my teenage years, being a baby boomer, with America being thick in another unjustified war, I held deep emotions surrounding civil liberties, freedom of speech, and love for fellow man on a global level. Growing up in a stern, military family didn't leave me much room for freedom of speech, or love on a global level. So, I rebelled for a few years, lost my way, and listened to Man over Spirit.

The voice of Man mislead me over and over again, even as Spirit continually whispered to me over the roars of unplanned parenthood, domestic violence, absence of support of family, and drug addiction.

It would be the unplanned parenthood that would play the largest role in my conforming. So, I got myself a skill, got a job, left a violent marriage, and set out to raise my daughter alone. Although these were very precious years, I wasn't following the voice of Spirit, only the voice of Man. This, I was continually reminded, was the voice of Reason. This all seemed to fit together nicely until my daughter was three and became not so quite dependant on me. Now, when one listens to the voice of Man over Spirit, all kinds of pitfalls lie ahead and I found myself in a big ole pit of drugs and addiction. I spent three years there and very nearly lost my daughter and my Life. Spirit never left me during those times and always beckoned me to follow, but where was I to go?

I took a job in another town to break the circle of "friends" that I had built and designed a new life for myself and my daughter. After 3 years I returned to my home and continued through life until now. Since, my daughter has grown and moved away to college and I left the corporate world to follow my souls desires. And that is where I found Spirit.

I experience conflict when I work in the business world. Although my work has been in the technical service, customer service, and managerial aspects of the business world, I am continuously steered towards companies who mistreat employees, rob their customers, walk all over the universal laws and attempt to take me into the void with them. While living under the fears of losing employment I continually went to work to provide my family with the income we needed to live. Although I am of a very peaceful nature, injustice and untruths are two main issues that my inner warrior surfaces to battle . Inner warrior has been successful in changing company policies regarding verbal treatment of employees, sexual harassment, price gouging customers and violating federal employee safety guidelines. Yet warrior has not always been successful, including times that warrior has taken truth and justice into man's courtroom without taking mans attorney. That usually does not work. That made me even more bitter and angry which resulted in more imbalance and the negative circle continued. This of course led to anxiety, depression, a heart attack and chronic fatigue. This physical and emotional turmoil spilled over into personal life and allowed me to become vulnerable to all sorts of non- progressive emotional and spiritual decline. Eventually that led to complete and total breakdown. That was the end result of my conforming to the business world that often is inhabited by those who thrive on power, greed and ego. Not a welcoming environment for those of us who live for different reasons than those mentioned. That is where I found myself.

When you are at the bottom, there is nowhere else to go .Having been a believer of spiritual, natural and energy healing, I set about to heal myself. I studied, I prayed, I meditated, I spent time with Nature and I listened. This is a process that took years. I was given many uncomfortable experiences. Financial, emotional, personal and physical, that all combined brought me to the knowing. The most difficult part of this journey was learning to embrace each experience as a lesson sent from above. These experiences covered the entire realm of physical life and through study, prayer, and meditation, I tackled each lesson one by one until again I was complete. I had to learn to embrace poverty, hunger, extreme living conditions, failed relationships, death and disease of loved ones. I had to learn to lie down my ego, pride and desire for control. I learned to direct my entire life over to Spirit without any doubt or fear of the outcome. That is what worked!

Now I work to serve mankind to the highest good of all through Light, Energy, and Spirit. Seekers come in all forms and for all different reasons. That is the glory of natural healing or healing with energy because it knows no boundaries, physical or geographic.

If you would like to request healing, whether it is physical, emotional, spiritual, in person or distant, please write me with your request. Together we will restore you to the complete person you are so you may fulfill your life's purpose with the health and joy that Spirit desires for us all.

May you find yourself in the ever glowing Light and warmth of Spirit's tender Love

REBEKAH

REIKI MASTER AND TEACHER

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